Remembering and Celebrating our Dear Moon Child, Manik Kej. 11/2008-08/2009

August 6, of 2009 was a Thursday, a Full Moon day. I woke up early to prepare to go out since that morning I had my last appointment at my midwife's clinic at 10:30, only a few days before my due date. I had my breakfast and when I finished I head out the door. It was a nice summer day. I expected to finish on time so I could prepare for a visit/dinner with a couple of good friends that we had planned for that day. All my expectations were completely crashed however when I learned at the clinic that things didn't seem to be OK for my baby. The Midwives sent me to the hospital right away to have an ultrasound done, since baby's cardiac rhythm wasn't looking so good. "It is likely that you'll meet your baby today Tania" one of them told me, ..."but don't worry my partner is just heading to the hospital right now to be there with you". I felt as if I was going on a roller coaster ride, my heart beating extra fast, my head spinning to thousand m...